Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Ah, damn.

Well.  Shit.  I tried.  It's now January.  It's now 2012.  And I didn't manage to finish my novel.  You'd think with all my frantic interest in the new protagonist, I'd have rushed him headlong into a climax.  Yeah, no.  Sorry.  I feel like crap about it.

I managed to get about 15,000 words into it.  And, to my credit, the plot moves.  That's good.  So, I suppose, I can give myself a pat for trying or at least churning out a little.  Where's my ribbon?  Does everyone win?

I'm told I should be compassionate with myself.  It was the holidays.  This is true.  I struggled to sit down at the computer, this is true.  Summer finally bloomed here and after weeks under clouds, I couldn't bear to stay inside.  So be it.  I'm alive.  The new year is good.  My goal post has moved a little but it hasn't disappeared.

Oh, and I started a new blog.  Is that appropriate?  What the hell do I keep this one for?  I may need to politely redirect you now.  If you please... megandoylecorcoran.com.  See you there.  And Happy New Year!